Any writer who has spent more than a few hours on a writing forum will quickly realize that your talent has nothing to do with how well your stories are received, how many reads you get, how well your ratings will be, or the type of comments you will receive. As much as it sucks, you could write something to rival Anne Rice, Stephen King, and J. K. Rowling and STILL have your work rate very low, have people tell you that you suck as a writer, and not receive 1/10 of the reads that the top-rated story has, even if that story sounds like it was written by a ten-year-old.
It totally sucks, but writing forums boil down to a giant popularity contest. Unlike real life, though, it is not necessarily the “who” that is popular so much as it is the “what” that is the flavor of the day. For example, XN caters to a very specific group of readers. They are looking for instant gratification in their adult literature. The more vulgar it is, the more taboo the subject, the better the response. The readers apparently do not care anything about stories which are well written, well thought out, and have actual storylines and character development.
Even though I know this, it is still very disheartening to have my hard work butchered and torn apart by readers who have absolutely no idea or appreciation for the amount of hard work and effort that goes into creating the type of erotic fantasy that I enjoy writing. And despite this, I still post on this site. I know that if I would take all of the sex scenes out then I would be able to post on other writing sites, but I refuse to jump through hoops and rewrite something that I like just to try to get a few more reads. Being forced to change who I am as a writer and consequently the writing itself is the very reason why I have turned down mainstream publication offers and chose to go the self-publishing route.
I know that I could have other options if I changed my genre of writing. I know that posting on XN will result in my stories being trolled by mean-spirited readers and consistently rated down by jealous writers. I know that members of the site are not looking for anything that has any type of thought and creativity behind it. One has only to see all the “That was so hot! You are a great writer! I want more!” comments on seriously pathetic attempts at writing to know that most of the members and readers that frequent that site would not know a decent piece of written work if it bit them on their asses.
This goes back to that whole “popularity” thing again. If it’s a really badly written piece from a writer who has gotten a “following” because his brain-dead readers seem to think his vulgarity is a rare treasure, then they will continue to follow him around as if he were a literary god. If it’s a wretched piece of text that jumps straight into an adult situation with no mention of the characters or how they came to be in this situation, then it will be praised and voted up. Decent pieces of writing, those with thought and character development, coherent storylines and intriguing plot twists, will, inevitably, be voted to the bottom of the pile thanks to under-handed people who want to pretend they are writers by slapping a bunch of crap onto their computers and then post it on a site that has absolutely no literary standards what-so-ever. Yeah, it’s the only place that would take their mindless drivel. Most writing forums have standards.
Yet I choose to stay. If I could find other sites* that allowed graphic violence and adult themes and situations then I would happily post on said site(s). Until then, I will continue to put up with the trolls and oceans of mediocre writing that is XN. In the meantime, I feel that each positive vote, each encouraging comment, each additional read is another small victory for the few decent writers that still cling to some ray of hope that XN will eventually stop catering to all the bad writers and mean trolls and start appreciating all the talented writers who give their writing genius to the site FOR FREE. But it’s a choice that I stand by. Sure, I’m not popular. I will probably never be one of the “popular” writers. But I’m betting that if any of my works ever hit the mainstream publication circuits I’d be a pretty damn big hit. Of course, that maybe because in my own mind, I am already popular!
*If anyone knows of any good writing forums/sites that allows adult content with graphic violence, allows the writer to retain all copyrights, and does not require an act of congress to join, please feel free to let me know. I have tried 4chan, fictionpress, Lit., Lush, SOL, wattpad, booksie, and a bunch of others that I can’t remember at this time.